Post by F_sphere on Apr 12, 2014 22:03:01 GMT
(It's me again! 
So despite my absence from all things serverside, I've been keeping up with my Tajaran Yusani. This story is the meeting between him and his old boyfriend, James Middleson, now played by Gamegod.
So here's a little background on the story. Yusani and James were both orphans at a home in Lowell City. They were both loners, cast off by the older/stronger kids. They quickly became friends, and soon fell in love. When they other kids found out about the couple, they dragged James off, severely beating him for his sexuality. Yusani thought they had killed James, and while he was adopted a few days later, he never forgot James, and made sure he would never date a man again. While visiting Jennifer Hynes on Stormswraith, he comes across his old lover again...)
A young doctor enters the hospital bathroom. He is short, with a thin, athletic figure. His eyes are sunken in his head, and large circles droop under them. A slim black ponytail bobs lightly behind his head with each step on the cold white tile. Stopping in front of a sink, he stares at himself in the mirror, grasping a pill bottle in his hand. A few moments later, a Tajaran enters the bathroom. Much taller, coated in pale grey fur, he towers above the doctor. He too moves to the sink, turning on the water and splashing his face with it. He looks over at the doctor, who is red in the face. A few small tears stream down his crimson cheeks as he turns away from the mirror, pushing open the door of a stall and slamming the lock shut.
"Sirrr? Arrre you okay?" the Tajaran questions. There is no reply. After a few seconds, the Tajaran hears a thump against the door. "Sirrr?" he calls out again, knocking on the door. There is another thump, and the Tajaran looks to the floor. The back of a white labcoat is sticking out below the door, and a limp hand dangles next to it. The Tajaran reaches for the door handle, quickly shaking it, calling to the man. Unable to get it open, he takes a step back, pushing his shoulder against the door and bursting through into the stall. He throws the man's unmoving body to the ground flat, shaking his shoulder and shouting.
A nurse arrives from the nurses' station down the hall. She gasps at the sight, the Tajaran leaned over the man's body, arms locked in place, pressing down hard on the man's chest rapidly.
"Quickly! Get a doctorrr… his hearrrt has stopped!"
The man opens his eyes. He blinks slowly, looking down to his arm, which has an IV tube sticking from it, feeding from a bag on a stand next to the bed. He darts his eyes around the room, locking them on to the Tajaran, sitting beside the bed in a small chair.
"W-What happened…?" he asks slowly, slurring his words.
"You overrrdosed on bicarrrdine... I saved yourrr life..."
The doctor looks down at the floor, blinking away a few tears.
"Why did you... why did you do it?" the Tajaran asks, watching the man.
"I-I lost someone..." he replies solemnly.
"A frrriend...? Family?"
"A-A patient... Fucking died... Because I fucked the surgery up..."
The Tajaran rests a hand on the man's shoulder. "I am a doctorrr too... patients do not always make it... that is just the way it goes..."
"No... I should be better than that... I failed him... I should /never/ have went in there… stressed…"
"Doctorrrs arrre people... they make mistakes…" the Tajaran advises, smiling warmly. "What is yourrr name, doctorrr?"
"J-James..." the doctor says.
"That's a... lovely name..." the Tajaran replies, blinking. He could not think of that at a time like this…
"I can't make mistakes... People are relying on me... I fucking can't..."
"Everrryone makes mistakes... it is not yourrr fault..."
"Can't... Kill myself either.. I guess..."
"You should not die!" the Tajaran shouts suddenly, "Nobody should! Everrryone makes mistakes... everrryone loses at some time..."
"But lives are on the line... you CANT fuck up... Or people die..."
"I have 'fucked up' in my carrreerrr... in my life... people have died... and that is just what... happens..."
The doctor sighs, looking up at the Tajaran. "What's your name..?" he asks quickly.
"My name is Yusani..." the furry man replies.
"Yusani... Nice name..."
"Thank you... doctorrr..."
"You found me...? Guess I should thank you then… for saving me…"
The Tajaran looks down at the floor. "I could not bearrr to see anotherrr perrrson die..."
"I'll do the same... I promise not to let anyone else down like this..."
"Do not take yourr mistakes so harrrd, doctorrr."
"He was the first I ever lost..."
"He will not be the last. It is a trrruth all doctorrrs must face."
"Mhhm... It hurts more when it actually happens..."
"It hurrrts everrry time, I can not lie to you. But you must live with it."
James sighs, looking into Yusani's eyes. "My friend said the same thing.. Well, I told him the same thing, just before I never saw him again…"
"I am sorrrry... did you have to move away?"
"Got hospitalised... Never saw him again after the incident." James says, looking down at the floor, a melancholy expression on his face.
"Did you everrr trrry to find him?" Yusani asks.
"Tried, tried hard, never could... So I just moved on... Went to med school.. Now I'm here..."
"Yourrr situation sounds much like mine..."
"Hm? You lose a friend as well?"
"Yes... and I went to med school... the only differrrence is that I could not move on."
"Must have been a good friend... Lover?" he pauses. "Oh, sorry, getting a bit personal."
"Y-yes..." Yusani says quickly, looking down at his feet. The doctor's gaze does the same.
"Love is a terrible thing? Isn't it?" James says.
"It's a beautiful thing... it can just hurrrt..."
"Hurt... Hurts bad..." he clenches his fist, the beeping beside his bed picking up as his heart rate increases. "I'll never forgive those... Fuckers, for separating us..."
"You... lost a loverrr too? I am sorrry..."
"Mhhm… they ripped me from his arms… and beat the shit out of me… Thought it might beat my sexuality out of me… but I never gave up. No... I'll never let those fuckers win..."
"J-J" Yusani stumbles on his words, staring at the man and freezing up. "Wh-what did you... say yourrr... last name was... doctorrr...?"
"Middleson... " James replies. He pushes himself up in the bed, slowly looking the Tajaran over.
"J-J... Ja-..." Yusani stutters again, his eyes growing wide.
"You... Did you go to.." James starts.
"Ja-J-Jame..."
"Lo.. Lowell City...?"
"J-James..." Yusani finally manages to mutter, tears dripping slowly from his eyes as he stares at the man in the bed.
James, in return, sits up in the bed, his eyes watering. "Y-Yusani..? Is that you...?"
"I-I th-thought..." Yusani stutters again, shifting nearer in his seat.
"Oh gods... I came back... And you were gone… After a few months... I thought they had... "
"Th-they... k-k-killed..." Yusani starts, suddenly thrusting himself in the bed. He wraps his arms around James, squeezing tightly. He rests his head on James' shoulder, letting out a small whimper. James returns the embrace, planting a small kiss on Yusani's cheek.
"Y-Yusani! It is you! After all these years!"
"I thought you had died! I thought I would neverrr see you again!" he hugs tighter, tears streaming down his cheeks.
"I fucking missed you Yusani..." James whispers.
"I neverrr thought I would see you again... I was rrready to give up my life..."
"Yusani... You should have moved on... I would never have forgiven myself had I caused you to do... that…"
"You werrre the only hope I had, James... It took me yearrrs to find anything again... I still have not forrrgotten you... I could not brrring myself to see anotherrr man..."
"Gods, what were you thinking? Restricting yourself like that..."
"I saw you in each of them... I wanted no morrre violence, James... I thought they had killed you..."
"Broke a few bones... But I healed... Came out of it stronger than ever."
"I can see that..." Yusani slowly moves his head up, kissing James on the cheek. "If I was not adopted a few days laterrr... I would have just... ended it all..."
"And I'd have won our bet, and got the sweets..." James says, smirking weakly. He reaches into his labcoat pocket and pulls out a lollipop, holding it out to Yusani. "But... You for adopted first... So..."
Yusani stares at the candy, cradling it in his hands. "You rrrememberrred... afterrr yearrrs..."
"I never forgot... I couldn't... I loved you Yusani... And you deserved it..."
He wraps his arms around James tightly again, holding the lollipop. "I missed you James... I love you..."
"Love you too... Kitty...." James says, moving his head and kissing Yusani on the lips. Yusani finds himself unable to speak, and after a few moments, James talks again. "Gods... I missed that..."
"I missed it... morrre..." he pauses. "James... I will sit herrre until they let you out..."
"You always liked playing nurse..."
"I am a doctorrr now... And I will carrre forrr you... like I could not beforrre..." Yusani says, letting out a small whimper.
"You.. A doctor... You must have worked hard..."
"My fatherrr is a doctorrr too... I studied so harrrd... and you...?"
"Mine? Security guard, wanted me to become a scientist… He got angry when I went to med school instead."
"You made a good choice... How long werrre you in therrre? The orrrphanage?"
"A few months... Those fuckers didn't let up..."
"I am so sorrry I could not be therrre... I would have fought back... Afterrr what they did..."
"Oh I did... I snuck into their dorms... And snapped their fingers... Every one of them... One at a time.... I enjoyed it more than I should have."
"James... you did not... They werrre monsterrrs... but even that... It is unlike you."
"I was a monster, for a while after I lost you. My father was quick to change that."
"If I had not left you... I could have helped..."
"I know.. I just couldn't let them get away with what they did."
"They didn't... they neverrr could have... I wish I could have given everrry one of them what they gave to you..."
"I did... And more..."
"James... I can not even exprrress how much I missed you..."
"I couldn't get you out of my head... I just couldn't forget you.. I refused..."
"I trrried... to forrrget the pain... but I saw you in everrrything... even my mates... Everrr since you left…"
James smiles. "I never left... We.. Were delayed..."
"Delayed..." Yusani mumbles the word, kissing James' cheek another time. "That is a good worrrrd... I love it..."
"I prefer the word... Yusani... I still remember writing It in our dictionary..."
"I don't rrrememberrr that..." Yusani says slowly, trying to think of the dictionary.
"I wanted to add more words to the Y Section... So I added your name..." he explains. "Yusani: a cat crossed with a human... Friend... Likes to play nurse..." he laughs. "Wrote it in crayon..."
"Gods... that is so cute... I wish I could have seen it..." Yusani says quietly.
James reaches into his pocket, pulling out a small red pocket dictionary. It is well worn, held together by only masking tape and staples. "Don't forget... You wanted to add my name as well... But we got interrupted..." His hand goes into the pocket again, pulling out a broken purple crayon, holding it out. Yusani takes the items, tears entering his eyes.
"You... you kept it..."
"You had an entry to fill... I couldn't just add it myself? Could I?"
Yusani grips the crayon lightly in his fingers. Tears now stream down his cheeks, dripping on to the bedsheets. He carefully turns to the J section of the dictionary, adding his own entry: James - The best man in the entire universe. When he is finished, he looks back up, his lip quivering.
"Only the trrruth..."
James stares at the crayon markings in the book. "No plural term? Hah..."
"No need... therrre is only one..." Yusani states, pressing his lips against James' one more time.
(P.S. thanks to Gamegod for RPing with his nipples. Also leave your comments 'cause I like them <3)
So despite my absence from all things serverside, I've been keeping up with my Tajaran Yusani. This story is the meeting between him and his old boyfriend, James Middleson, now played by Gamegod.So here's a little background on the story. Yusani and James were both orphans at a home in Lowell City. They were both loners, cast off by the older/stronger kids. They quickly became friends, and soon fell in love. When they other kids found out about the couple, they dragged James off, severely beating him for his sexuality. Yusani thought they had killed James, and while he was adopted a few days later, he never forgot James, and made sure he would never date a man again. While visiting Jennifer Hynes on Stormswraith, he comes across his old lover again...)
A young doctor enters the hospital bathroom. He is short, with a thin, athletic figure. His eyes are sunken in his head, and large circles droop under them. A slim black ponytail bobs lightly behind his head with each step on the cold white tile. Stopping in front of a sink, he stares at himself in the mirror, grasping a pill bottle in his hand. A few moments later, a Tajaran enters the bathroom. Much taller, coated in pale grey fur, he towers above the doctor. He too moves to the sink, turning on the water and splashing his face with it. He looks over at the doctor, who is red in the face. A few small tears stream down his crimson cheeks as he turns away from the mirror, pushing open the door of a stall and slamming the lock shut.
"Sirrr? Arrre you okay?" the Tajaran questions. There is no reply. After a few seconds, the Tajaran hears a thump against the door. "Sirrr?" he calls out again, knocking on the door. There is another thump, and the Tajaran looks to the floor. The back of a white labcoat is sticking out below the door, and a limp hand dangles next to it. The Tajaran reaches for the door handle, quickly shaking it, calling to the man. Unable to get it open, he takes a step back, pushing his shoulder against the door and bursting through into the stall. He throws the man's unmoving body to the ground flat, shaking his shoulder and shouting.
A nurse arrives from the nurses' station down the hall. She gasps at the sight, the Tajaran leaned over the man's body, arms locked in place, pressing down hard on the man's chest rapidly.
"Quickly! Get a doctorrr… his hearrrt has stopped!"
The man opens his eyes. He blinks slowly, looking down to his arm, which has an IV tube sticking from it, feeding from a bag on a stand next to the bed. He darts his eyes around the room, locking them on to the Tajaran, sitting beside the bed in a small chair.
"W-What happened…?" he asks slowly, slurring his words.
"You overrrdosed on bicarrrdine... I saved yourrr life..."
The doctor looks down at the floor, blinking away a few tears.
"Why did you... why did you do it?" the Tajaran asks, watching the man.
"I-I lost someone..." he replies solemnly.
"A frrriend...? Family?"
"A-A patient... Fucking died... Because I fucked the surgery up..."
The Tajaran rests a hand on the man's shoulder. "I am a doctorrr too... patients do not always make it... that is just the way it goes..."
"No... I should be better than that... I failed him... I should /never/ have went in there… stressed…"
"Doctorrrs arrre people... they make mistakes…" the Tajaran advises, smiling warmly. "What is yourrr name, doctorrr?"
"J-James..." the doctor says.
"That's a... lovely name..." the Tajaran replies, blinking. He could not think of that at a time like this…
"I can't make mistakes... People are relying on me... I fucking can't..."
"Everrryone makes mistakes... it is not yourrr fault..."
"Can't... Kill myself either.. I guess..."
"You should not die!" the Tajaran shouts suddenly, "Nobody should! Everrryone makes mistakes... everrryone loses at some time..."
"But lives are on the line... you CANT fuck up... Or people die..."
"I have 'fucked up' in my carrreerrr... in my life... people have died... and that is just what... happens..."
The doctor sighs, looking up at the Tajaran. "What's your name..?" he asks quickly.
"My name is Yusani..." the furry man replies.
"Yusani... Nice name..."
"Thank you... doctorrr..."
"You found me...? Guess I should thank you then… for saving me…"
The Tajaran looks down at the floor. "I could not bearrr to see anotherrr perrrson die..."
"I'll do the same... I promise not to let anyone else down like this..."
"Do not take yourr mistakes so harrrd, doctorrr."
"He was the first I ever lost..."
"He will not be the last. It is a trrruth all doctorrrs must face."
"Mhhm... It hurts more when it actually happens..."
"It hurrrts everrry time, I can not lie to you. But you must live with it."
James sighs, looking into Yusani's eyes. "My friend said the same thing.. Well, I told him the same thing, just before I never saw him again…"
"I am sorrrry... did you have to move away?"
"Got hospitalised... Never saw him again after the incident." James says, looking down at the floor, a melancholy expression on his face.
"Did you everrr trrry to find him?" Yusani asks.
"Tried, tried hard, never could... So I just moved on... Went to med school.. Now I'm here..."
"Yourrr situation sounds much like mine..."
"Hm? You lose a friend as well?"
"Yes... and I went to med school... the only differrrence is that I could not move on."
"Must have been a good friend... Lover?" he pauses. "Oh, sorry, getting a bit personal."
"Y-yes..." Yusani says quickly, looking down at his feet. The doctor's gaze does the same.
"Love is a terrible thing? Isn't it?" James says.
"It's a beautiful thing... it can just hurrrt..."
"Hurt... Hurts bad..." he clenches his fist, the beeping beside his bed picking up as his heart rate increases. "I'll never forgive those... Fuckers, for separating us..."
"You... lost a loverrr too? I am sorrry..."
"Mhhm… they ripped me from his arms… and beat the shit out of me… Thought it might beat my sexuality out of me… but I never gave up. No... I'll never let those fuckers win..."
"J-J" Yusani stumbles on his words, staring at the man and freezing up. "Wh-what did you... say yourrr... last name was... doctorrr...?"
"Middleson... " James replies. He pushes himself up in the bed, slowly looking the Tajaran over.
"J-J... Ja-..." Yusani stutters again, his eyes growing wide.
"You... Did you go to.." James starts.
"Ja-J-Jame..."
"Lo.. Lowell City...?"
"J-James..." Yusani finally manages to mutter, tears dripping slowly from his eyes as he stares at the man in the bed.
James, in return, sits up in the bed, his eyes watering. "Y-Yusani..? Is that you...?"
"I-I th-thought..." Yusani stutters again, shifting nearer in his seat.
"Oh gods... I came back... And you were gone… After a few months... I thought they had... "
"Th-they... k-k-killed..." Yusani starts, suddenly thrusting himself in the bed. He wraps his arms around James, squeezing tightly. He rests his head on James' shoulder, letting out a small whimper. James returns the embrace, planting a small kiss on Yusani's cheek.
"Y-Yusani! It is you! After all these years!"
"I thought you had died! I thought I would neverrr see you again!" he hugs tighter, tears streaming down his cheeks.
"I fucking missed you Yusani..." James whispers.
"I neverrr thought I would see you again... I was rrready to give up my life..."
"Yusani... You should have moved on... I would never have forgiven myself had I caused you to do... that…"
"You werrre the only hope I had, James... It took me yearrrs to find anything again... I still have not forrrgotten you... I could not brrring myself to see anotherrr man..."
"Gods, what were you thinking? Restricting yourself like that..."
"I saw you in each of them... I wanted no morrre violence, James... I thought they had killed you..."
"Broke a few bones... But I healed... Came out of it stronger than ever."
"I can see that..." Yusani slowly moves his head up, kissing James on the cheek. "If I was not adopted a few days laterrr... I would have just... ended it all..."
"And I'd have won our bet, and got the sweets..." James says, smirking weakly. He reaches into his labcoat pocket and pulls out a lollipop, holding it out to Yusani. "But... You for adopted first... So..."
Yusani stares at the candy, cradling it in his hands. "You rrrememberrred... afterrr yearrrs..."
"I never forgot... I couldn't... I loved you Yusani... And you deserved it..."
He wraps his arms around James tightly again, holding the lollipop. "I missed you James... I love you..."
"Love you too... Kitty...." James says, moving his head and kissing Yusani on the lips. Yusani finds himself unable to speak, and after a few moments, James talks again. "Gods... I missed that..."
"I missed it... morrre..." he pauses. "James... I will sit herrre until they let you out..."
"You always liked playing nurse..."
"I am a doctorrr now... And I will carrre forrr you... like I could not beforrre..." Yusani says, letting out a small whimper.
"You.. A doctor... You must have worked hard..."
"My fatherrr is a doctorrr too... I studied so harrrd... and you...?"
"Mine? Security guard, wanted me to become a scientist… He got angry when I went to med school instead."
"You made a good choice... How long werrre you in therrre? The orrrphanage?"
"A few months... Those fuckers didn't let up..."
"I am so sorrry I could not be therrre... I would have fought back... Afterrr what they did..."
"Oh I did... I snuck into their dorms... And snapped their fingers... Every one of them... One at a time.... I enjoyed it more than I should have."
"James... you did not... They werrre monsterrrs... but even that... It is unlike you."
"I was a monster, for a while after I lost you. My father was quick to change that."
"If I had not left you... I could have helped..."
"I know.. I just couldn't let them get away with what they did."
"They didn't... they neverrr could have... I wish I could have given everrry one of them what they gave to you..."
"I did... And more..."
"James... I can not even exprrress how much I missed you..."
"I couldn't get you out of my head... I just couldn't forget you.. I refused..."
"I trrried... to forrrget the pain... but I saw you in everrrything... even my mates... Everrr since you left…"
James smiles. "I never left... We.. Were delayed..."
"Delayed..." Yusani mumbles the word, kissing James' cheek another time. "That is a good worrrrd... I love it..."
"I prefer the word... Yusani... I still remember writing It in our dictionary..."
"I don't rrrememberrr that..." Yusani says slowly, trying to think of the dictionary.
"I wanted to add more words to the Y Section... So I added your name..." he explains. "Yusani: a cat crossed with a human... Friend... Likes to play nurse..." he laughs. "Wrote it in crayon..."
"Gods... that is so cute... I wish I could have seen it..." Yusani says quietly.
James reaches into his pocket, pulling out a small red pocket dictionary. It is well worn, held together by only masking tape and staples. "Don't forget... You wanted to add my name as well... But we got interrupted..." His hand goes into the pocket again, pulling out a broken purple crayon, holding it out. Yusani takes the items, tears entering his eyes.
"You... you kept it..."
"You had an entry to fill... I couldn't just add it myself? Could I?"
Yusani grips the crayon lightly in his fingers. Tears now stream down his cheeks, dripping on to the bedsheets. He carefully turns to the J section of the dictionary, adding his own entry: James - The best man in the entire universe. When he is finished, he looks back up, his lip quivering.
"Only the trrruth..."
James stares at the crayon markings in the book. "No plural term? Hah..."
"No need... therrre is only one..." Yusani states, pressing his lips against James' one more time.
(P.S. thanks to Gamegod for RPing with his nipples. Also leave your comments 'cause I like them <3)
